No More Milk

A moment of silence please... 
I have officially stopped pumping out milk today ;(  

I feel a bit sad and guilty, but I have given little J all I could give.  I had to cut down on my pumping sessions as soon as I accepted the job offer.  I had no choice.  But I still pump once every morning before going to work.  It's been more than a month since I've done this, and my body has already been giving me signals to stop.  For the past week, I've only pumped out .5oz a day.  So little, but just enough to mix with his food.  Hubby has been bugging me to stop also.  He said there's no point in pumping it out when there's so little left.  I guess I kept on doing it for over a month just to console and convince myself that I can still give him milk.  Oh well, all things must come to an end.  We have to move forward :)


Besides, I think that's one of the reasons why I got sick.  Most probably because I had to wake up extra early to pump, so I lack sleep and rest.  So, yes, it is time...


On another note, I should be happy I made it this far.  I pray little J grows to be a very healthy boy ;)